The much anticipated first episode of the fifth and final season of New Amsterdam kicked off tonight on NBC. Long-time viewers of the show, especially Sharpwin fans, have been waiting with bated breath to find out how the writers would handle Freema Agyeman’s exit as the beloved character, Helen Sharpe. Viewers will remember that season 4 was a difficult one for Sharpe’s character. Despite the fact that she finally confessed her feelings to top doc Max Goodwin, their love story came with several obstacles and despite a season that was promoted with the tagline “more joy,” we saw Helen and Max face more challenges and heartache in one season than most TV couples face in an entire show’s run. Rest assured however, they were not the only characters on the show to suffer. The season of “more joy,” ended with all of the leads left standing in the ashes of their personal lives which imploded in the final episode. After attempting to repair their relationship Iggy and Martin called it quits, Lauren broke up with Leyla and Sharpe left Max at the altar. Season 4 in its entirety was difficult to watch. It was plagued with inconsistent story lines, gaping plot holes and a season finale that felt like it was written by a novice. Add Freema Agyeman’s exit to the mix and I have to say I had very low expectations for this episode. Still, a part of me hoped that the show runners would at least try to repair some of the damage done to salvage the show’s final season and hopefully recapture some of the season 1-3 magic that made this show so special.

That brings us to 5.01 and the elephant in the room- how would the show runners handle Agyeman’s departure from the show? With only 13 episodes left, surely Sharpwin could still have their happy ending, right? Helen could be in London dealing with personal issues while Max waits for her in New York until the final episode when they are reunited…..but I digress. The episode begins with a montage of Max being supported by his colleagues from the hospital as he attempts to pick up the pieces of his broken heart and the broken heart of his daughter, Luna. In the montage, Luna turns five years old but in season 4, she was only three. This led me to think that a couple of years had passed. However, in a recent TVLine article, David Schulner, the show’s creator, clarified that only a few months have passed. This is yet another inconsistency to add to the list. But that is not the worst part. In a move that felt like Schulner, who penned this episode, was adding insult to injury, we hear Freema Agyeman’s voice as Helen, reading a letter that she wrote to Max. In the letter, she explains that she cannot continue with the relationship, but does not give a solid reason why. Not only is having Helen break up with Max in a handwritten letter completely ridiculous (do people even write letters anymore)? But there is no way that Helen would ever do that to the man she loves, especially after being abandoned by her father as a young girl. And the fact that Max read the letter and didn’t even attempt to reach out to Helen is simply laughable. In what world would Max Goodwin, problem solver and go-getter, not chase after the woman he loves more than anything in the world? The woman who he has been falling in love with since the first season. He followed her all the way to London, uprooted his whole life and we are supposed to believe he wouldn’t at least try to call her? Fly there and make things right with her? This is not true to Max’s character at all and seemed like the easy way to write out Agyeman so that they can move on with the show without her. Yet another insult to fans.

Did you watch the episode? How do you feel about the way they handled Freema Agyeman’s exit? Where do you see the show heading from here? Share your thoughts in the comment box below and engage with me on Twitter- @Miss_C_Almeida.