Mattea Conforti‘s Becka makes a heartbreaking confession in The Testaments Episode 5 that pulls at the heartstrings but also puts the character in grave danger. After a commander gets Becka drunk at her school’s ball, her deepest secret is revealed, marking a major shift for her story that viewers may have seen coming, but should be fearful about now that the truth is out. Swooon asked Conforti to explain Becka’s revelation. (Warning: The Testaments Season 1 Episode 5 spoilers ahead.)